What also ran into all of this was a realization that there is no there, that I've been looking for.
Lose Yourself
Better People
It is the forgiveness, and acceptance that was developing for yourself was also developing for others, was coloring in their silhouettes.
The ID-Entity
"I had to diminish myself on every level, and I became extremely effective at it."
That Familiar Stranger
I expected my childish behaviors and wallowing to win out and comfort me in my pity blanket.
A Pocket Full of Quarters
You can't keep what you never find
The Exi-stencil Engineer
That circular firing squad of self demolishing thoughts has succeeded in halving their numbers.
Minding Time
The mind is not a clock. It will manipulate and move anything around it needs to in protecting itself, yourself.
The Frugal Emotionalist
Because like everything else in life, these pieces that make up the whole are complex, simple, honest, and lying, all at the same time.
The Replays
I made sure to reinforce my bad thinking with bad behavior just to prove I was right.
The Spirit and the Squirrel
to throw them at the wall like spaghetti to see if they'll stick. Almost a character study in a vampire's life, there's nothing looking back at me when I check the mirror.
The Self Pattern
If you get hit by a car it will probably hurt, the sky is blue, and pigs don't fly.
Emotional Current-cy
I only have a buck of emotional money to spend each day...
Changing Signs
The signs we put up at first are right on the edges of those places of thought, right next to the addictions, those destinies of disaster.
Afraid to Be Happy
Those same automatics that bring about relapses because of what I describe as that other definition of H.A.L.T., as half assed lazy thinking.
The Gravity of Time
It is an extended loss, a wealth of the unknown, and often the inability to find closure or completion to everyday tasks.
