Maybe that's the reason why this works for some so well, finding that the biggest mountain to climb is the one that crawls so deep.
That left me trying to piece together and scout around at what was left over, the foundational pieces of who I am. I found the pieces that I could change, that didn't hold weight any longer, and those that never did.
What also ran into all of this was a realization that there is no there, that I've been looking for.
It is the forgiveness, and acceptance that was developing for yourself was also developing for others, was coloring in their silhouettes.
The mind is not a clock. It will manipulate and move anything around it needs to in protecting itself, yourself.
Because like everything else in life, these pieces that make up the whole are complex, simple, honest, and lying, all at the same time.
to throw them at the wall like spaghetti to see if they'll stick. Almost a character study in a vampire's life, there's nothing looking back at me when I check the mirror.