What happened felt like I was taking a long run at a moving train in hopes I could tackle it and derail the thinking that had rutted my tracks so deeply.
Just Don’t Stay
Children of the Scorn
We ultimately have a responsibility to uphold, and finding those weaving abilities again is just a part of it, and coming this core belief comprehension is just a small part of that.
Avoiding Recovery
"I'm sick of my crap too!"
Overwhelmingly Underwhelmed
This was the place for my long talks, the ones I couldn't find people to listen to.
The Judgements
It comes from the very things we are trying to hide, our biases, our expectations, and our fears.
Lose Yourself
What also ran into all of this was a realization that there is no there, that I've been looking for.
Planting Whispers in the Soul
Teasing is humility's hammer, it is the great destroyer of egos, and the builder of acceptance.
To Thyself Be Fearful
It was a badly damaged area as I assessed the aftermath, the works of good mental behaviors tossed down like a library after an earthquake.
Better People
It is the forgiveness, and acceptance that was developing for yourself was also developing for others, was coloring in their silhouettes.
Letting it Cook
Those reminders of the basics, and letting what you know now set in for a bit, make a bed, stay a night or two, are imperative to remember.
The ID-Entity
"I had to diminish myself on every level, and I became extremely effective at it."
That Familiar Stranger
I expected my childish behaviors and wallowing to win out and comfort me in my pity blanket.
A Pocket Full of Quarters
You can't keep what you never find
The Exi-stencil Engineer
That circular firing squad of self demolishing thoughts has succeeded in halving their numbers.
Minding Time
The mind is not a clock. It will manipulate and move anything around it needs to in protecting itself, yourself.
